letting go, moving on
i’m trying real hard to let go right now… thanks to all my mates.. they are totally awesome.. gave me whole lot of support and advice… thanks guys.. love u all..
anyways.. i found out what i’ve been lacking on.. or more likely slacking.. and i’m going back.. back to where i started.. my first love.. *grins* i guess he was, is and will be all i ever need.. but i’ve been to busy with my life.. trying to live it the way others want and not living it the way he wants me to..
i’ve decided to strive against the flow of the stream… and turn back to where i used to be heading when i fell for him… the reason i live shouldn’t be for others but for him.. and i know for sure that he cares and loves me.. and that’s what matters.. he never gave up on me..
maybe all that i am facing now is so that i will turn back… refocus on what’s been set in front of me even before i was born.. it had been predestined for me and all things doesn’t matter any longer..
letting go is real hard but moving on is harder.. i tend to get stuck in a certain position in life and remain there… afraid of change.. afraid of facing the unknown.. afraid of everything… but i know for sure that i should stand firm my ground in him.
maybe this might not make sense to most of you.. but he’s my all.. and he loves me for me.. he made me who i am… and although my life is not perfect… and its filled with ups and downs… i have him and all you my mates… love u people.. ttfn..
getting on with life,
babe B in B minor.
-in Him-
*smiles*
