WOW its been a LOOOOONG while since i last blog… So2 my mates… i appologize 4 not keepin u guys up to date…
well… i started off d day with waking up at 6.40am n rushing like mad! ish.. then… almost fell asleep in class… i’ve been having lack of sleep lately… hahax… then… d BIG THING!! EMCEE-ing!! *shudders* *screams* *chokes*
as all of u know… I DON’t DO WELL IN FRONT OF CROWDS!!! i have this horrible stage fright…. n ger.. incase u want to know why you don’t know anything bout me emcee-ing… it is because i just got to know about it YESTERDAY!! ish ish..
at first, the programme i was suppose to be emcee-ing on was at 8.45am yesterday! n i was just informed 10 minutes before the programme began! talk about a short notice! after the teacher briefed me on the event… Budaya Project 2007 by AIESEC from USM’s RoadShow to Schools… then i had 5 minutes left to think of a speech! ISH!! freakin’ man! n it isn’t such a turn on for someone who has horrifying eyebags for doing add maths till 1am daily!
at first.. my class wasn’t involved in this project… my best friend, FION… was the one who told the teacher about me because she didn’t want to do it… (thx so much fishy! ish..) my legs were quivering really hard… i mean… CROWD??? *chokes* then the teacher asked if i had something else better to do… of course i do! i have 3 pure sciences subject yesterday! so she asked me to choose another person from 4S1(where fion is in) and no one wants to do it! bummer….
as jin pei took the speech i wrote.. i immediately rushed back to my class to prevent anything else from happening.. "TAG! u r it!"
my teacher was in d class… so… *evil laughs* or so i thought..
later at Bio lab.. my last subject of yesterday.. i found out that d programme yesterday was cancelled and they changed it to TODAY!! so.. the teacher re-appointed me!
*horror strikes* *chokes* *screams* *shudders*
when i arrived home… i totally forgot about the whole emcee-ing thing… i don’t know what made me remember about it only at 11.30pm yesterday night when i was doing my add maths again…
but anyways… i’m a person in desperate need of sleep… but i ended up sms-ing ck complaining… hahax! (thx baby kittie! love u!)
so after being almost late 4 school… went through 2 periods of BM… then emcee-ing slipped off my mind.. until i suddenly remembered and wrote another last minute speech.. then… time FROZE!!
-8.45am-
my heart was thumping real hard.. Ohh… My….. Gosh…. uh-oh…
its… time…*swallows real hard*
my BM teacher left the class and i walked to the school hall..( my classroom is right next to the hall… ) i looked for the teacher who appointed me and asked her.. "may i go to the toilet first?" LOL!! give me a break… I was nervous!!
then she said yes.. (i should have hidden in the toilet and not come out!)
anyways… it was good i came back out… she asked me to sit by the side.. and later i was introduced to the AIESEC team! pretty cool! there was a blonde girl from netherland and a japanese girl… and a few guys and another girl.. i’m still shocked i understood what the netherland girl was telling me… i could hardly concentrate.. her voice was real soft!
at first, i thought it was just 4S1 and 4S2(my class) going…. then… ended up…. 5S2, 4P1, 5P1 and i can’t remember what classes already…
*chokes* talk about crowds…. uh-oh… i could feel my legs quivering harder… my whole body…. i could feel the heat on my face burning…
then i walked up in front… took the mic… and my last minute speech (written in a piece of paper folded into many layers..)
the crowd was still talking… so i just stood there… dumb n numb… then my friends noticed me standing in front already.. and they were SO FUNNY!! they had this huge grin on their faces… n then the crowd went wild! LOLx! they cheered and clapped like mad… which made me even more nervous!
*swallows hard* "A very good morning i would like to greet the AIESEC team from USM, fellow teachers and friends….." I heard myself saying… I didn’t dare to look at the crowd anymore nor my speech… (i was afraid that i might freak if i look at the crowd and i was afraid i might get my lines wrong when i read my speech…) so OUCH! hahax! at every fullstop i added an "uh……" behind to think of what to say next…. LMAO! that is not perfect english.. but I hope no one heard me saying "uh.."
i was so glad to pass the mic over to the team! it was such a relief… now i just hav the ending to cover! hahax! anyways.. we danced(or more likely they asked us to dance with them and instead we cheered them on while they danced!) and the song hanged halfway through… so we went straight to GAMES.. and then they talked about the moral of the game… which was ‘what may seem normal to some people may seem a taboo to others’… (i gotta admit… i was thinking gliner! then i smiled..).. then later on, the team showed us a short powerpoint presentation about cultures! real COOL!
after they were done… they were asking.. "so what now? where’s the emcee?" so it was my cue again… i was calmed already at first… after the programmes…
n then my legs started quivering again! i took out my speech again… and continued "ALRIGHT! Once again, let us thank the AIESEC team!"
i think i shouted those words out! then i went silent… hoping to hear the crowd cheer and clap wildly for them… but my schoolmates just looked at me blankly as i looked at them with more confusion! LMAO! then i clapped one of my hands to the hand holding the mic… and they finally noticed what i wanted them to do! LOL!! then they clapped and cheered! FUNNY! as the cheering and clapping began to stop…
"Let us invite Miss Wong…….." ok… i can’t remember what i said.. but i do remember not following the speech and freaking real bad later! LOL!! i changed the whole sentence again! yikes… its like active form became passive form… so it was real hard… i was still nervous and shaking….
it finally ended….. with much relief…..
i felt a heavy weight lifted off from my shoulders… and no… its not my school bag!
p/s: up next is DJ-ing… HAHAHAx!
p/p/s: CK, ur psychotic babe is getting so many duties! stress man…
DJ-ing would mean…. arriving school at 6.45am! OMG! and i’m suppose to recruit a team of DJ(s) for the teacher! our principal wants music to be in the air or more like ON AIR… our own music… 100% English… students can dedicate songs to one another every morning! they used to have it last time…. when i was in primary.. i remember hearing songs every morning… so it will be a totally new experience 4 me.. and i’m sure it’s going to be really COOL!!
p/p/p/s: i miss u guys and love u guys!
tataz 4 now love(s)…
logging out,
babe-B with the B-minor beat… hahax! kisses!